
So you all know I have this thing for being unique, and you've all heard me complain when people "copy" me, etc and I'll have you all know I'm doing a lot better about that and I'm slowly getting over it! So if you want to know where I got my super cute gold shoes with the pearls on them, I'll tell you, and you can buy them if you want. :) I'm realizing more and more that I am unique just because I am me, so it doesn't really matter if someone has the same hair or clothes as me.
That being said, I totally have a confession to make!!!! I desperately want to be like someone. I know, I know, I'm such a hypocrite! This person has been such an example to me ever since I met her and actually I used to think we were sooo alike and now I'm thinking we are SO not! Let me just explain some qualities about this person and you'll see why I want to be like her so badly!
-She is sooo kind. She rarely says a negative thing about anyone. In fact, I don't think I have ever heard her mutter a negative word or gossip about any person.
-She is slow to anger. I've never seen her truly upset.
-Her heart is HUGE. She has so much love to give and she gives it freely.
-She is HILARIOUS! I laugh so hard when I'm around her.
-She defends those she loves
-She works hard
-She is gorgeous
-She is creative
-She is spiritual
-She's a great interpreter
-She is not critical or judgemental
-She is forgiving
-She's got her head on straight. She's very emotion driven but logic based, too. She always gives the best advice because she can see both sides.
-She is very positive and uplifting
There's so much more but this is the list I could think of for now. I've realized that she is such a role model to me. When we first met we basically thought we were the same person, and I've had to admit, I did have some of those qualities. We still have a lot in common regarding our likes/dislikes, favorite movie and fav places to eat, but she has grown and progressed while I've stayed stuck in a rut. I don't know how I've gotten here, but when I think about her, the only thing that comes to mind is that we are soooo different. I've somehow become more abrasive and less sincere. I haven't been around the most positive people and it really affects me! I need positivity and affirmation. To all who I've offended, I sincerely apologize for it! I want to be like this person, and I know I can improve and do better. Please help me out and be positive around me and let's not gossip anymore! This person emits positivity wherever she goes and she is sooo humble. I want to be like that too. I love her so much and I'm glad we're such great friends.