alright alright. warning: I've had no sleep last night, and very little sleep this entire week. I'm tired and grumpy, and I'm feeling REALLY sorry for myself right now. So I decided to host my very own pity party and as soon as I'm done typing, the party will be over.
I am at work. I don't want to be at work, but I need money.
I am in school. I don't want to be in school, but it's my last class to get my degree.
I have been taking care of my mom. Although I want to be there and support her, it's not my favorite thing to do.
I haven't had much sleep. When I do sleep, I wake up and scream because I have horrible night terrors and nightmares.
Travis doesn't have a job. Of course, this was a decision we made together, but it's been rough not having the dual income.
It's summer, and I want to PLAY.
Our family (Trav's entire extended family) left for lake powell today. They'll be there for the entire week. I'm really sad. I've been the past 4 years, and I really wanted to go this year. I don't even think we'll be able to go half week.
I have a headache.
My stomache hurts.
My brain is fried.
My arms, legs, feet, shoulders, back, face and even my eyelashes hurt.
I need more sleep than most people, and I haven't gotten it.
I forgot to take my prozac last night.
I also forgot to take my birth control this morning.
I forgot my toothbrush. :( .....sick.
My feet STINK because they sweat.
My face is breaking out and I have a major crater face.
I scratched my wedding ring a few days ago, and it is SO noticeable.
I forgot to bring lunch to work. I won't get to eat for about 6 more hours.
Ok. I think that's the end of my pity party. I started to laugh as I typed it out, so I think that means I'm getting past it? I hope so.
4 comments:
No one should work on Saturdays.
Classes are so overrated. Everyone who WOULD have gotten their degree should just get one because people know they would have anyway.
What is your favorite thing to do? I think mine is ... or would be getting married. So, it's okay that taking care of your mama isn't number one.
Yes, let's talk about night terrors. I was on a red-eye flight from Hawaii to Utah and the girl next to me had them. She would randomly scream, "Owww! You are hurting me!" While kicking and screaming. I insisted to everyone else on the plane that I.had.not.touched.her.
I am not sure if my husband has a job either. either way, he made that decision without me. Jerk.
I want to play too. What would you do if you could play? I would probably ... uhm ... swim early in the morning in an outdoor pool.
I have never been to Lake Powell. So I had no intention of going again this year. Especially not with Travis' family. I don't even know him or them. That would be a to the wkward.
If you pull your finger back farther than it should go your pain will most likely be removed from your head as it is replaced in your finger. Just a suggestion.
This finger trick may work for your tummy as well, but not as likely.
When you say your brain is friend a)I feel badly for you and b)I think of that commercial when I was little that had an egg and then an egg in a frying pan, "This is your brain. This is your brain on drugs. Any questions?" I always did have lots of questions, but never got any of them answered.
Elaborate on this eyelash pain, por favor. I believe all the other stuff, but I am SLIGHTLY questioning this ... ;)
I know about not sleeping. I have nothing quirky to say about this one ... just that my deepest empathy is with you.
I didn't tak prozac last night or birth control this morning either. Gosh, I hope I don't get pregnant.
Just borrow someone else's toothbrush. It'll be fine.
I am sorry you scratched your wedding ring. :( Just between you and I ... I don't even know where mine is!! Ugh.
Maybe since you forgot your lunch and your toothbrush you could nibble on leftovers in your teeth from breakfast. Did I just say that? Yes. Did I just about gag thinking about it. Yes. Should I delete this paragraph? Yes. Am I going to? Yes.
Err ... no.
can comments be this long.
P.s. I heart you. A lot. Always have. Hope tomorrwo is better, love.
Mindy, you're a good friend! I'm so glad someone said something, and I'm not the least bit concerned it wasn't her favorite thing to do......to take care of me. I would like to clairfy, because it's just that she can't stand to see me like this, in pain, with bloody pumps, "out of my skin" and at times "out of my mind and body". Thank you Mindy for being the voice of reason. I am trying to take that pressure off her soon. While she was at work today, I was becoming even more independent. :) Every day and in every way, I'm getting better and better, and that will help HER too!
Thank you all for your kindess and gentility. Hey, she needs her toes done and PLEASE take her out to lunch or dinner, she needs a break!
I'm so sorry it's been a bad week for you!
I'm not going to Lake Powell either and it makes me so sad!!! I hope your mom gets feeling better!
oh my goodness! i love you my dear, and if you are ever hungry...bottom shelf, on the right (soup, crackers, popcorn, fruit leather, oatmeal) JUST FYI! :)
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